Killing
To dream that you have been killed suggests that your actions are disconnected from your emotions and conscience. The dream refers to drastic changes that you are trying to make. There is a characteristic that you want to get rid of or a habit that you want to end within yourself. Killing represents the killing off of the old parts and old habits.
Murder
To dream that you are murdered suggests that some important and significant relationship has been severed. You are trying to disconnect yourself from your emotions. The dream may also be about your unused talents.
Gun
To dream that you shoot a person with a gun denotes your aggressive feeling and hidden anger toward that particular person.To dream that someone is shooting you with a gun suggests that you are experiencing some confrontation in your waking life. You feel victimized in a situation or that you are being targeted.
Battle
To dream that you are on a battlefield represents some major conflict occurring in your waking life. It may indicate a new situation, new problem or new relationship which you need to solve and conquer.
昨晚他說的話我仍在回憶。
其實這段時間我冷靜了。不算是漠然，是淡然吧？我對這些東西的興趣下降，然後好想自己獨個兒，好想離開此地。
對於自己多麼的了解他，我不訝異，就「這樣喔」的感覺。因為太了解而不能怪責他，這樣子我好疲倦。所以要避開他，一切可讓我知道他在幹嘛想啥的線索我都一一拒絕接收。看在眼內會好痛心的事我盡量不再想。
但不在附近不見面，我還是猜想到他的想法。所以還是避無可避。我心底裡可能只想他親自確認，他是真的這樣想，這樣做了。其他我做不了，壓力給予不了。我就這樣子的心情慢慢退開。
雖然我還是會著緊。
然後他跟我說了這麼多的話，都在我預料之中。我知道他有去約會，我知道他仍是寂寞，我知道他知道傷了我而卻步，我知道他對將來恐懼，我知道他不懂愛是什麼。
他說，我只能一直想著你，念著我們舒適相處的時候。他說我太懂得他，他和我一起才是最自然。這些想法我都估計到，但說出來帶來的無奈是何等令我納悶而悲哀。因為他始終沒膽說想和我一起。他始終踏不出那步。而我也沒膽自私的叫他試試看，不會告訴他我認為愛是什麼（因為愛沒定義而我不可強加我的想法於他）。
這樣的糾纏下去沒完沒了。
